To my Readers:
Journal—An ongoing dialog between thiaBasilia and Master Yahuwah/Yahushua. …
Thursday, September 14, 2017 at 4:06 am.
O my Father! I cannot express enough thanks for the way You lead me. Yes, I know this post contains some 5,000 words. People, like myself do not have time to read such long essays unless it is something that has caught our attention.
Dear Reader, It is my hope that something catches your attention on this most important long essay. To really benefit from this writing, it is necessary to pay attention to the quoted Scriptures even if you are familiar with them. Why?
I don’t know how to explain it. I been reading those Scriptures since 1974. I have studied them. I have listened to many inspired souls give their understanding of such. I have attempted to live by them. I have quoted those Scriptures to others. ALL to no avail. I remained powerless. No weight to all my efforts to do what I thought to be the ‘right’ thing to do.
What a difference it is now! Every single word I write?
- It’s like becoming alive!
- Power!
- Courage!
- Confidence!
- Certainty!
- Undauntedness!
It all rejuvenates my being as I read every single word I record in this journal of my life.
My task is to write and publish and optimize. The Father/Creator is doing the rest. Thus, it is with much confidence that I will post this long essay. I know it will reach its destination: Your mind and heart.
I will now go on to post. Sit back. Relax. Read at your own pace. Bookmark if necessary so you can come back to it.
My life in His Presence daily goes on.
Wednesday, September 13, 2017 at 5:34 am
Thanks for the much-needed sleep, O my Father—O Father of mine! I am ready to start fresh this morning. Hoping to make some real progress in the editing and formatting of, My Journal—My Story. Enter Into My Journal—Partake Of My Story….
I also thank You for the improvement in my health. I’m thinking of the somehow strange information about Your return in the flesh to China? This people proclaims the Bible to be 100% Your Word, but! Something does not add-up. For instance, the name, Church of Almighty God raises the flag of religion, and! Our Creator is not about religion. What is written in 2 Thessalonians 2:1-17 and in, 2 Peter 3:1-18 comes to mind.
Wednesday, September 13, 2017 at 9:16 am.
Church of Almighty God? What Is The Creator Telling You And Me? Could It Be—Come To Me? Yes! Indeed to me? That’s the way to do and to be! I come to Him with everything! No matter how big or small my burden or non-burden could be? I dump it and release it all to You my Father/Creator of my being.
Wednesday, September 13, 2017 at 3:16 pm.
O my Father! What a strange day this is turning out to be. In looking for more information in the Church of Almighty God, I got the opportunity to chat with Jenny. The way You are developing this situation is a tremendous opportunity for me to witness of Your Presence in my heart, but!
I can easily miss such opportunity and turn it into a show off of my “knowledge” of things that I do not know to tell the truth.
You have brought this people from the Church of Almighty God into the posts You inspire to me. I do not need to elaborate. My task is to write and publish and optimize whatever and whenever You lead me to do so.
O but how easy it is for me to set myself up as a know it all! Save me my Father! O but You are saving me big time as I confess my deficiencies.
Wednesday, September 13, 2017 at 6:11 pm.
Father? I sense the need to be alone with You. I can’t connect. Yeah, we are all supposed to be connected, but! I feel disconnected. This reading in the Church of Almighty God really got me to thinking about the use of words. The use of words to express our feelings or our thoughts.
No matter. Too much thinking. Allowing our feelings to take over us? Sure key to open the door of Insanity! There you have it! In a nut shell, there you have it. Recapping from a while back, I wrote,
Touché! Looking at things for what things are! Best of all looking at self—the naked truth about self! There is no taming for that wild nature within us—the more we chase that illusive happiness the unhappier we become for there is no such a thing to be found!
What then? Hope, there is always hope! What hope? The hope of our Creator! What? That means nothing to you? Just a religious cliché? Think again! Where all those ideas & realizations of yours come from? From the thin air? Indeed!
Perhaps, just perhaps if you continue to check my journey you will find out the same thing that I have found: You will find our Creator beckoning you to come to Him as a little child to his mom or to his dad with all your doubts & fears & dreams!
Our Creator is not just a deity up there in the sky looking to bless or zap it to us! Indeed! Our Creator is the Father that wants to reside in our hearts to mold & shape us in His image! Hope, there is always hope!
Tuesday, April 07, 2015 at 11:09 am
The day is dragging on, it’s not even noontime and I have already done so much, or, have I? I still lack the publishing of a couple of posts. But I have to take a nap, be back later!
Tuesday, April 07, 2015 at 3:17 pm
Schizophrenia:
Any of a group of severe mental disorders in which a person loses touch with reality. People with schizophrenia also experience abnormal thinking that usually interferes with their ability to work and communicate with others. The biological causes of schizophrenia are not well understood. It is associated with an imbalance of chemical substances in the brain and often runs in families.
Insanity
- Severe mental illness or derangement. Not used in psychiatric diagnosis.
- Law
- Unsoundness of mind sufficient to render a person unfit to maintain a contractual or other legal relationship or sufficient to warrant commitment to a mental health facility.
- Incapacity to form the criminal intent necessary for legal responsibility, as when a mental disorder prevents a person from knowing the difference between right and wrong.
- Incapacity because of a mental disorder to participate adequately as a defendant in criminal proceedings or to understand the imposition of a criminal punishment, particularly the death penalty.
3.
- Extreme foolishness or irrationality: “The insanity of sending troops into Russia when European peace looked imminent horrified him” (Mary V. Dearborn).
- Something that is extremely foolish, distinctly irrational, or wildly excited: “twisted forms of musical insanity” (Christopher J. Kelter).
Ha! Ha! HalleluYah! Just now it occurred to me to investigate the meaning of those words that have been applied to yours truly and, what have I found?
Wow! How accurate the scientist of this world has described not only yours truly but also all the great Biblical workers & prophets that have lived from day one of our existence on these earthly grounds!
Only one problem: These erudite scientists have not got a clue about the ‘insanity’ of the visible world that we inhabit! Thus, their thwarted view of sanity versus insanity!
Erudite human beings? The most pitiful lot of all human beings! Unfortunately, these are the human beings that control all phases of human life!
But how can we escape? How can we break loose from the grip of these ruthless tyrants? Who exactly are these ruthless tyrants? Hum! Tall question! I hear it all the time, “You speak truth, but what works? I pray, I call on The Creator, I do all the things that you do, I am a good person, I help everybody, I am, I am, I am….and nothing works!”
Me? I ain’t got any answers per say! Because the only One that has all the answers has not seen fit to entitled me with the answering department in His world!
Even so, I finally got tired of looking for answers myself. I began to look for the One that has the answers for all of our individual predicaments!
Ha! That ONE was not hard to find because, He was waiting for me all the time that I was running on my own erudite juices! I was the main ruthless tyrant I needed to get free from! Wow!
Now that ONE lives within my heart. From there He answers me with answers that have set me free not only from the tyranny of this world of erudite humans that reign on this earth now, but! From the tyranny of my own erudite fool that I was.
You want answers? You want to know what works? Answer the call from our Father/Creator to come to His Son. Once you answer that solemn call, all things begin to set you free like it happened to me! That is, if you really want to be set free!
Schizophrenic? Insane? Yeap! That I am according to the whole kit & caboodle of Insane Erudite but pitiful human beings that reign in this world! But in my Father’s world? It’s altogether a different story! As it’s written,
Where is the wise man (the philosopher)? Where is the scribe (the scholar)? Where is the investigator (the logician, the debater) of this present time and age? Has not the Almighty Creator of our beings shown up the nonsense and the folly of this world’s wisdom?
For simply consider your own call, brethren; not many of you were considered to be wise according to human estimates and standards, not many influential and powerful, not many of high and noble birth. No! For our Maker selected—deliberately chose what in the world is foolish to put the wise to shame, and what the world calls weak to put the strong to shame.
And our Maker also selected—deliberately chose what in the world is lowborn and insignificant and branded and treated with contempt, even the things that are nothing, that He might depose and bring to nothing the things that are, so that no mortal man should have pretense for glorying and boast in the presence of Master.
But it is from Him that you have your life in Yahushua Messiah, Whom our Maker made our Wisdom from our Maker, revealed to us a knowledge of the divine plan of deliverance previously hidden, manifesting itself as our Righteousness thus making us upright and putting us in right standing with our Master, and our Consecration making us pure and set apart, and our Redemption providing our ransom from eternal penalty for sin. So then, as it is written, Let him who boasts and proudly rejoices and glories, boast and proudly rejoice and glory in Yahushua Messiah. 1Corinthians 1:26-31. End of quote.
Thursday, September 14, 2017 at 2:42 am.
Been up for a couple hours. I’m still sleepy, but! Been feasting on those amazing words written on the pages of so many versions of the Scriptures. Those words are also written in the depth of my heart. What marvel it is when the Life Given Spirit of our Father/Creator gives life to those dead words in those pages read by so many without the results that the Life Given Spirit of our Father/Creator accomplishes for us.
What is written in the Scriptures—misnomer, the Bible, is 100% the loving words from our Father/Creator to His children. Only, we erudite human beings that we are, interpret those words with our carnal minds. An impossible thing to do. Why? Because those words are spirit and life. Those words can only be interpreted by the Almighty Spirit of our Father/Creator in our hearts. As it is written,
John 6:63-66
It is the Spirit Who gives life—He is the Life-giver; the flesh conveys no benefit whatever, there is no profit in it. The words (truths) that I have been speaking to you are spirit and life.
But still, some of you fail to believe and trust and have faith. For Yahushua knew from the first who did not believe and had no faith and who would betray Him and be false to Him.
And He said, This is why I told you that no one can come to Me unless it is granted him unless he is enabled to do so by the Father.
After this, many of His disciples drew back (returned to their old associations) and no longer accompanied Him.
John 14:6-10
Yahushua said to him, I am the Way and the Truth and the Life; no one comes to the Father except by (through) Me.
If you had known Me, had learned to recognize Me, you would also have known My Father. From now on, you know Him and have seen Him.
Philip said to Him, Master, show us the Father, cause us to see the Father—that is all we ask; then we shall be satisfied.
Yahushua replied, Have I been with all of you for so long a time, and do you not recognize and know Me yet, Philip? Anyone who has seen Me has seen the Father. How can you say then, Show us the Father?
Do you not believe that I am in the Father, and that the Father is in Me? What I am telling you I do not say on My own authority and of My own accord; but the Father Who lives continually in Me does the His works His own miracles, deeds of power.
John 5:39-44
You search and investigate and pore over the Scriptures diligently, because you suppose and trust that you have eternal life through them. And these very Scriptures testify about Me!
And still you are not willing but refuse to come to Me, so that you might have life.
I receive not glory from men, I crave no human honor, I look for no mortal fame, but I know you and recognize and understand that you have not the love of My Father in you.
I have come in My Father’s name and with His power, and you do not receive Me, your hearts are not open to Me, you give Me no welcome; but if another comes in his own name and his own power and with no other authority but himself, you will receive him and give him your approval.
How is it possible for you to believe, how can you learn to believe, you who are content to seek and receive praise and honor and glory from one another, and yet do not seek the praise and honor and glory which come from Him Who alone is the Almighty Creator of your beings?
Matthew 18:3-4
And said, Truly I say to you, unless you repent (change, turn about) and become like little children—trusting, lowly, loving, forgiving, you can never enter the kingdom of heaven at all.
Whoever will humble himself therefore and become like this little child—trusting, lowly, loving, forgiving is greatest in the kingdom of heaven.
Proverbs 3:5
Lean on, trust in, and be confident in the Master with all your heart and mind and do not rely on your own insight or understanding.
2 Peter 3:15-16
And consider that the long-suffering of our Master—His slowness in avenging wrongs and judging the world is salvation (that which is conducive to the soul’s safety), even as our beloved brother Paul also wrote to you according to the spiritual insight given him,
Speaking of this as he does in all of his letters. There are some things in those epistles of Paul that are difficult to understand, which the ignorant and unstable twist and misconstrue to their own utter destruction, just as they distort and misinterpret the rest of the Scriptures.
All the above words are alive within my heart. What does that mean? It means I am able, empowered to live by them by the power of love from on high. It means that I no longer have to struggle to live by them with no avail, because, no matter what good I wish to do? Inevitable I do bad. Or I do things to satisfy the lust of my flesh. That is all been expressed in the course of my journal.
Anyhow, I inserted all the above Scriptures to illustrate the power to really live that I now have, but! One important Scripture is not included in those quoted Scriptures. Why? Because, the Almighty Spirit of our Father/Creator chose to reserve that One Scripture until now.
For that One Scripture is the Scripture that ACTIVATES all the Scriptures above quoted. It is written,
The Work of the Holy Spirit
But I have told you these things now, so that when they occur you will remember that I told you of them. I did not say these things to you from the beginning, because I was with you.
But now I am going to Him Who sent Me, yet none of you asks Me, Where are You going?
But because I have said these things to you, sorrow has filled your hearts [taken complete possession of them].
However, I am telling you nothing but the truth when I say it is profitable (good, expedient, advantageous) for you that I go away. Because if I do not go away, the Comforter (Counselor, Helper, Advocate, Intercessor, Strengthener, Standby) will not come to you [into close fellowship with you]; but if I go away, I will send Him to you [to be in close fellowship with you].
And when He comes, He will convict and convince the world and bring demonstration to it about sin and about righteousness (uprightness of heart and right standing with God) and about judgment:
About sin, because they do not believe in Me [trust in, rely on, and adhere to Me];
Joh 16:10 About righteousness (uprightness of heart and right standing with God), because I go to My Father, and you will see Me no longer;
About judgment, because the ruler (evil genius, prince) of this world [Satan] is judged and condemned and sentence already is passed upon him.
I have still many things to say to you, but you are not able to bear them or to take them upon you or to grasp them now.
But when He, the Spirit of Truth (the Truth-giving Spirit) comes, He will guide you into all the Truth (the whole, full Truth). For He will not speak His own message [on His own authority]; but He will tell whatever He hears [from the Father; He will give the message that has been given to Him], and He will announce and declare to you the things that are to come [that will happen in the future].
He will honor and glorify Me, because He will take of (receive, draw upon) what is Mine and will reveal (declare, disclose, transmit) it to you.
Everything that the Father has is Mine. That is what I meant when I said that He [the Spirit] will take the things that are Mine and will reveal (declare, disclose, transmit) it to you.
Your Sorrow Will Turn into Joy
In a little while you will no longer see Me, and again after a short while you will see Me.
So some of His disciples questioned among themselves, What does He mean when He tells us, In a little while you will no longer see Me, and again after a short while you will see Me, and, Because I go to My Father?
What does He mean by a little while? We do not know or understand what He is talking about.
Yahushua knew that they wanted to ask Him, so He said to them, Are you wondering and inquiring among yourselves what I meant when I said, In a little while you will no longer see Me, and again after a short while you will see Me?
I assure you, most solemnly I tell you, that you shall weep and grieve, but the world will rejoice. You will be sorrowful, but your sorrow will be turned into joy.
A woman, when she gives birth to a child, has grief (anguish, agony) because her time has come. But when she has delivered the child, she no longer remembers her pain (trouble, anguish) because she is so glad that a man (a child, a human being) has been born into the world.
So for the present you are also in sorrow (in distress and depressed); but I will see you again and [then] your hearts will rejoice, and no one can take from you your joy (gladness, delight).
And when that time comes, you will ask nothing of Me [you will need to ask Me no questions]. I assure you, most solemnly I tell you, that My Father will grant you whatever you ask in My Name [as presenting all that I AM]. [Exo 3:14]
Up to this time you have not asked a [single] thing in My Name [as presenting all that I AM]; but now ask and keep on asking and you will receive, so that your joy (gladness, delight) may be full and complete.
I Have Overcome the World
I have told you these things in parables (veiled language, allegories, dark sayings); the hour is now coming when I shall no longer speak to you in figures of speech, but I shall tell you about the Father in plain words and openly (without reserve).
At that time you will ask (pray) in My Name; and I am not saying that I will ask the Father on your behalf [for it will be unnecessary].
For the Father Himself [tenderly] loves you because you have loved Me and have believed that I came out from the Father.
I came out from the Father and have come into the world; again, I am leaving the world and going to the Father.
His disciples said, Ah, now You are speaking plainly to us and not in parables (veiled language and figures of speech)!
Now we know that You are acquainted with everything and have no need to be asked questions. Because of this we believe that you [really] came from God.
Yahushua answered them, Do you now believe? [Do you believe it at last?]
But take notice, the hour is coming, and it has arrived, when you will all be dispersed and scattered, every man to his own home, leaving Me alone. Yet I am not alone, because the Father is with Me.
I have told you these things, so that in Me you may have [perfect] peace and confidence. In the world you have tribulation and trials and distress and frustration; but be of good cheer [take courage; be confident, certain, undaunted]! For I have overcome the world. [I have deprived it of power to harm you and have conquered it for you.]. John 16:4-33. End of quote.
Ha! That never occurred to me. Why would Yahushua waited until the moment He was about to end the work He came to do on earth to reveal those things to His Twelve? Wow! How timely to include it in this post. Why?
Because this is the post meant to open eyes and ears to see and hear the Almighty Spirit of our Father/Creator telling us,
Come to Me, all you who labor and are heavy-laden and overburdened, and I will cause you to rest. I will ease and relieve and refresh your souls. Take My yoke upon you and learn of Me, for I am gentle—meek and humble lowly in heart, and you will find rest—relief and ease and refreshment and recreation and blessed quiet for your souls. For My yoke is wholesome—useful, good—not harsh, hard, sharp, or pressing, but comfortable, gracious, and pleasant, and My burden is light and easy to be borne. Said Yahushua in Matthew 11:28-30
Insanity Affect Us All! The Secret to Abolish Insanity? It’s in, My Journal—My Story. Enter Into My Journal—Partake Of My Story….
The Journal of My Life holds the Secret to Abolish Insanity. Read on and on until you find that secret…
His love in my heart for all remains there to stay for eternity, thiaBasilia.
