Fresh Start  A Booklet. I will use this booklet to open many eyes and unplug many ears.

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Excerpts…

I Go On…

Despite It All I Go On!

Journal—An ongoing dialog between thia/Basilia and Master Yahuwah/Yahushua. …

Monday, June 26, 2017 at 6:46 am

INDEED! DESPITE MY own skepticism and all the sceptics in this world? I am going on. Nothing can deter me from His purpose for my life.

Not my doubts and fears. Not the most reasonable deductions from the human mind. Not the most brilliant scholars. Not the most popular and sought after inspired human beings. Not even the most enticing practices and beliefs swiping the spiritual atmosphere.

Neither death nor life. Nor angels or principalities. Nothing, nothing at all can deter His purpose for my life.

I been writing the comment You gave to me in reply to Mathias comment. Here it is. How faithful You are.

Excellent description of my own skepticism. Even so, despite it all, I have to obey the leading of the Father/Creator of our beings. His Spirit leads me. For the last ten years His Spirit has led me to do things totally against my own judgement. I argue, if I do that I am going to get killed. He answers, Are you willing to obey me regardless your cost? I obey. I come back. I been kicked, punched, spit on my face. I say, You see? He says, “Your obedience is a delight to My Being. My delight in your obedience is your strength.”

No more arguing. I obey. Now? United Kindred Spirits Organization? Oh no! I’ll be thrown in with the rest! But, over and over I am told, “Write & publish & optimize what I give you. I will do the rest.”

So, O dear Mathias, I go on. In fear of HIm alone, I go on. My reward? Little by little He is revealing to me His progress. Progress in restoring us. Progress in uniting us. Progress in preparing us for the inevitable future to engulf the globe.

Unite out of fear or expectation for reward? NAY! Unite by the power of HIS LOVE–a totally different matter than fear or reward as we know such to be.

Dear Mathias, I have experienced His ways to be so much higher than ours. And the more such experience the greater is the freedom from my own ways and concepts about life and everything!

I know because He says so, this time He will prevail in gaining the submission of our beings to Him. I rejoice!

Your time to share your heart with me? Wow! Thanks! Much love, thiaB.

 

Drive To Succeed. Do I Have That, My Father?

Journal—An ongoing dialog between thia/Basilia and Master Yahuwah/Yahushua. …

Monday, June 26, 2017 at 11:28 am

O MY FATHER—O FATHER of mine? How expertly You teach and correct my natural doings in Your time. Time is of essence in all Your doings.

Here I was, since You instructed me to set the month of writings in April, 2017 in a book. To title it, LOVE –The End Of The Matter….The Power Of Love? I have been changing the setup almost on the daily basis. Couldn’t find my way until today.

Today, it came to me to follow Your instructions to set the month of April not any other months, but! I have been adding from the end of March to the present June, 2017. Well, You will not waste what I have done so far, but! Today? Back to follow Your instructions. The month of April, 2017 it is. It’s now all coming together nicely. I am encouraged. Thanks, my Father.

Monday, June 26, 2017 at 12:59 pm

Father? For a whole year I been hearing super-successful people tell their stories. It seems to me they all have one thing in common: the drive to succeed.

Do I have that, my Father? I just can’t get driven by anything. Even now, what is it that I want in this world? I can’t think of anything I want so bad that I am willing to sacrifice my life to get it.

 

Attitude towards money

When it comes to making money? I been there. I done that. No biggie! Money or lack of it has always been there. Either way been Okay! No problem. Now? Is still the same, but! You promised to give it to me. You know I could use it now as I did before. So, what am I to do about it? Ah! You already gave me that answer. Quote,

• “My child, your attitude towards money is what makes you slave to it.
• You don’t need any money that I don’t supply for you.
• You don’t need to go after money to supply for your own self.
• All I want from you is your willingness to wait on Me for your supplies.
• Wait on Me even for the words you are to speak about money and such.
• Do not be afraid of the lack or the abundance of money.
• Your attitude towards money is to be a complete trust on Me for your supply of it.
• Sit still and wait on Me for your deliverance.
• Do not change the course I have marked for you because money.
• Again, sit still and wait on Me.”

 

Nothing from this world.

No need of any worldly, materialistic things. Only need to seek for Your Kingdom.

Journal—An ongoing dialog between thia/Basilia and Master Yahuwah/Yahushua. …

Monday, June 26, 2017 at 2:43 pm

Fantastic! You heard my tirade of a moment ago. “What is it that I want?” I ranted on and on for a few minutes. Ha! I was falling sleep in front of the computer screen. I went to bed in hope to fall asleep and forget everything out of my control and pleasure, but! I couldn’t sleep. It came to me to come back and look up the writing about money. There! All well with my soul now.

There is nothing wrong with me…Click for the rest:   Fresh Start

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Ending With A Chuckle…

Journal—An ongoing dialog between thia/Basilia and Master Yahuwah/Yahushua. …

Saturday, July 1, 2017 at 1:19 am

O MY FATHER, MAYBE I should not take the course. You tell me I don’t need any more money than what You provide for me. You know how much I want to take that course, but! There are other things needed.

My check simply does not take care of what is needed. I know those are just things, they are not crucial and I have been doing OK without them, but! You decide for me what is what. I will now sleep. I wait on You.

Saturday, July 1, 2017 at 6:11 am

Taking care of many chores. Thinking. Thinking. Always thinking. What should I do, my Father?

This is the first day of the 7^th month, could it be this is the perfect month to complete one stage of Your plan to restore us to the original intent for our creation?

I have not finished formatting the Fresh Start book. I will now attempt to finish and post as per Your instructions.

Saturday, July 1, 2017 at 12:20 pm

O people! Dear Reader, laugh with me at me! Years on end the Father/Creator been putting up with my good intentions, but! Those good intentions of mine? Make not a bit of difference on my Father/Creator’s plan for each one of my days!

Always, ‘I am on to the task! I will finish whatever today! No more unfinished anything! Next?

There is a video that caught my attention. Man! There went a whole hour before I would go to my task.

Ah! I must write this comment. There went another hour!

Well, I am hungry. Guess is time to fix some eats. Another hour yet while my task is waiting.

Alright, alright! Got to get to work! Let’s see, where was I?

Ah! Let me start from the beginning, but! I just can’t keep my eyes opened. Got to get me some sleep…wake up?

Start the whole routine of distractions over again!

Did I finish formatting LOVE—The End Of The Matter…The Power Of Love.

NAY! But guess what? Father is in control. I have not finished anything I have promised to finish until, now!

Now is the time to finish Fresh Start! Phew! Did I finish it? NAY! Father is declaring it finished with His blessing,

Rejoice, O thiaBasilia—O child of My heart, rejoice! This is truly your Fresh Start on to a blissful eternity!

Me? Dear Reader, from the moment I woke up this morning been doing nothing but, a lot of thinking and reconsidering matters.

The situation between Ahmad and I is constantly in my mind. The more I purpose to ignore Ahmad’s antics, the more Ahmad gives me fuel to explode because of such antics.

No sooner we get on to good graces, we are all peaches and cream for a day or so, then? Ahmad no more. Two, maybe three or more days, ‘where is Ahmad?’

All kinds of possibilities both good and bad running through my mind, until last night. Rather until the moment I came to the closing of Fresh Start.

He came over last night. A pitiful sight! He thinks he got the flu this time. Two days in his room because he does not want to contaminate the baby.

He got no power to even stand up. How he managed to climb 4 floors of stairs? Go figure it! But, he came to talk about money. That’s enough to give him power to raise up from the dead! Hahaha! Anyhow, he no longer gets to me with all his dramatics.

I know him like a book. He is a wonderful man. Other than my beloved Honey of a friend and mentor, the late Norman J. Martinez, and my latest friend the late Adeeb T. Khoury, I have never met anyone to resemble real goodness, but!

Ahmad is also plagued with a brilliant mind that works against his goodness. So, we crash! No kidding.

One explosion after another until this day! Suddenly! As I am in the middle of a sentence, it comes to me, “Call Ahmad and tell him you miss him! You miss your son!”

Sure enough! I obey. I call. The end of the strife between us. How? What happened?

Ahmad answered my call. We talked for a while. The money subject came about. I told him about my concern. He told me not to worry. He would take care of me even if there was no money.

Then! It came to me to read to him the Father’s instructions to me about my attitude towards money.

As I read those words to him, he kept agreeing. Suddenly! I exclaimed, “Ahmad! You are better than me! This is your attitude about money! Absolutely! I never saw it before until this minute!”

O my Father—O Father of mine? How cleverly You have ended the horrible strife between my beloved Ahmad and me!

How can I express the super joy in my heart of this moment? It is not a hype. I am sure.

For every single day, every single moment, You steady my steps. The rain of Your power of love and wisdom from on high drenches my whole being.

• It will never fail us. It will always avail for us.

What a Mighty Yah We Serve! HalleluYah!

The end. The Fresh Start in my heart is now of my whole life a complete part!