Yes, My people have rebelled against My authority over them. There is a reason for such phenomenon. Cause & effect. The cause? The supernatural force against My Being. The effect? The chaos & confusion of My most treasured creation—mankind.
Am I silently allowing the supernatural force to effect such chaos & confusion to destroy mankind? NAY! Your times are in My hands. I work without ceasing during the span of time allowed for chaos & confusion to reign over My people, but! The new 7th Day of rest is now about to take place.
Journal—An ongoing dialog between thia/Basilia and Master Yahuwah/Yahushua. …
Thursday, February 23, 2017 at 12:17 am
O my Father—O Father of mine? No two ways about it waiting is not a fun thing to do. To do or not to do, it’s all a matter of waiting for the result. It’s midnight, now we wait for the morning to arrive. The day begins the night ends and we? Still the same.
The frenzy to live or is it the frenzy to supersede above it all? The pursuit of euphoria can drive us to insanity but! No matter. That euphoric moment is worth it all for the human in all of us.
I look at that photograph of my euphoric time. A chubby thing I was. Chubby? Ah! Talking about a woman full of grace? Nay! a woman full of dope! Then I look at the other photograph of my best healthy time and, I wonder. Was I really healthy or just in a frenzy for that healthy feeling—another face of euphoria.
What a difference my present time of sobriety it is! Not looking for a high or a low. Just being without seeing any need for the wantings of euphoria. Just being. I think I’ll go to sleep. 1:15 am
Thursday, February 23, 2017 at 3:47 am
Enlightenment! O my dear, dearest Pat, you are one of my best friends. You encourage me. You have supported me from the beginning of my active journey in the Presence of our Father/Creator despite my overbearing ways. You are also highly intelligent. Extremely kind & gentle & sweet. You have lived all your years religiously by the written words as per your understanding of such words. Totally the opposite to my own personality and life style. How in this world do we connect? Only by the power of His love from on high. It never fails. It always avails!
Better yet, why do we connect and are stuck with each other no matter the seemingly cruelty of my expressions to you? Why you keep coming back to me? In the depth of my being I rejoice & welcome you. After a while? I begin to hear your use of the written words that you so live by. I begin to wonder. Days go by. Every time you quote the Scriptures to me, my heart constricts and I wonder. And I hold my tongue. I do not want to debate or argue. I don’t want to offend you.
I come to our Father. I cast my burden unto Him. I reason with Him. Pat is the only one You have allowed to remain besides Joyce. Why Pat irks me and not Joyce? Wow! Joyce is not religious but Pat is so religious she can drive me up the wall with her religious mind & soul! Hahaha! There you have it! Last night? I let her have it big time! Know what? The strength of His love triple between us last night. Wow!
Here is the scene: Pat begins to share with me how she is listening to the famous so & so teaching her. In the meantime, her son interrupts her listening to that teaching. Her son needs and is reaching out to her but! She is listening to this most important teacher. She cannot tend to her son just then. Gives her son some of the words from the teacher. Hung up the phone. When the teaching is finished, she is ready for her son and…O bless her heart! She is sharing all of this with me in the most subtlest of boasting on her wisdom she claims to be from her ‘Lord’.
Before I could blink an eye, I spoke, “Pat, we have Romans one and Romans 2. You know what? We are living in Romans 2! Every time you mention your religious doings with me, Romans 1 & 2 pops in my mind. My heart constricts in the most painful way. The Spirit within me grieves! You are stuck in self-righteousness!”
O man! O man! O man! What have I done? I done mess up the only link to this world. Now what? I pranced about my beautiful apartment in total physical discomfort. On top of everything, the computer acting up. I purchased a program to solve my problem but, the weirdest thing took place with my order, I miss spelled my email so the order was not delivered to my inbox. The order disappeared but the charge to my bank did not. Thanks goodness Joyce has come to my help. Also, disgusted with all the hype going on in my inbox. Not knowing which way to turn. I go to sleep.
Woke up at midnight. I described my state of mind. Then back to sleep. Two and ½ hours later I wake up and? Enlightenment! Enlightened only about this Pat of mine? NAY! Enlightenment about my children, Ahmad, the whole gamut of my entire world of people in my path of life! Now I got to go fix some eats. Back later!
Thursday, February 23, 2017 at 7:17 am
Hum! From the beginning, going this way or that way always whining for help & attention to no avail. Ah! The beasts! Selfish human beings that only think of themselves and nothing else! They have no time to help me! Oh? Are you not a human being?
Guess You got a point there my Father. Correct me, but not in Your anger. Your anger is not a joke. How well You know this child of Yours has been a recipient of Your anger, but! The experience of Your anger brought about the luscious fruit of Your wisdom now bursting in streams of Living Waters to satiate the thirst of many souls!
Back to my enlightenment. Flash, the whole spam of time since 1985 when I was called to journal my life. I had my suspicions about my insecure & fearful behavior but! Not as clear as I see the behavior change now. Indeed! “Help me, please” has been my motto like forever. I cannot remember the time that yours truly was not in need of this or that from somebody else.
Thursday, February 23, 2017 at 6:17 pm
Hum! Even now, I still have a residue of, “I need help” but, I check myself when I add, “No, I don’t need help! I can help myself, no problem. And I go on to do wonders with my time & gifted ingenuity. Had to go to sleep again.
Friday, February 24, 2017 at 1:23 am
I just woke up looking for Your answer, O my Father—O Father of mine? Hoping to find Your answer in the inbox, I headed there. Nothing. An email from Pat mentioning how time flies. Ah! I hear You, my Father! “How time flies and no one prepares.”
Again, “How time flies and no one prepares. Have I not warned you My people would not listen to you? I sent you to them as I did with my worker Ezekiel. I told you to tell the wicked as well as the righteous of their sin. I warned you about My rebellious self-righteous people. I told you I would put ropes around you and you would not be able to go as you please. I warned you only would speak when I opened your mouth to do so. Otherwise, your tongue would stick to the roof of your mouth and you would not be able to utter a word from your own mind. Remember?
Ezekiel 3:24-27
Then the Spirit entered into me and set me on my feet; He spoke and said to me, Go, shut yourself up in your house.
But you, O son of man, behold, ropes will be put upon you and you will be bound with them, and you cannot go out among people.
And I will make your tongue cleave to the roof of your mouth so that you cannot talk and be a reprover of the people, for they are a rebellious house.
But when I speak with you, I will open your mouth and you shall say to the people, Thus says the Almighty Yahuwah; he who hears, let him hear, and he who refuses to hear, let him refuse; for they are a rebellious house.
My child, O thiaBasilia—O child of My heart? My words to you continue to be. You are and you be as My will it is for thee. Yes, My people have rebelled against My authority over them. There is a reason for such phenomenon. Cause & effect. The cause? The supernatural force against My Being. The effect? The chaos & confusion of My most treasured creation—mankind.
Am I silently allowing the supernatural force to effect such chaos & confusion to destroy mankind? NAY! Your times are in My hands. I work without ceasing during the span of time allowed for chaos & confusion to reign over My people, but! The new 7th Day of rest is now about to take place.
What kind of rest is this My child? The rest in your minds. The rest from the works of your hands. My most treasured creation—mankind is now wakening up. Your harsh words to Pat are like a healing balm over the sting of the rebellion effected by the supernatural force against My Being. Fear not! Instead rejoice! Lift up your head. Your redemption is now closest than ever before in the history of mankind!”
Enlightened for sure. I lift-up my head! Joyfully, fearlessly, steady preparing, writing, publishing, optimizing onwards & forwards wherever You lead me I shall gladly go!
His love in my heart for all, thiaBasilia
