I Sense In My Heart A Deep Sadness. A Sadness Too Deep To Describe. I Am Sensing Your Sadness. Why Not?

At last the post I did not post! I think. If I posted it, it might be a good idea to be read again! lol

We read the testimonials of success & glee to prove the efficacy of positive thinking. Magnetism! Immediately we embark to attain such coveted results, but! The sound testimonials attesting ‘Repentance’ to be the only way to attain permanent and eternal joy? Ha! “Don’t talk to me like that!” “I don’t want to hear it!”. …Sad…Regardless! Behold, the power of love from on high!It never fails! It will always avails!

Journal—An ongoing dialog between thia/Basilia and Master Yahuwah/Yahushua. …

Wednesday, January 4, 2017 at 1:21 am

O my Father—O Father of mine? In You I am complete despite even of my own carnal nature. Ha! It would be nice should You eradicate the carnal nature in us now while still in this world. Thus, I won’t have to worry my egoic carnal nature insidious quest to control at any cost!

Wednesday, January 4, 2017 at 2:19 am

Goodness! Goodness! Goodness sake! I see all those happy, happy faces. Hands flipped wide & upwards! Free! Free! Free! They claim to be? Man! What a job to be free! Lift your hands! Sit so! Breathe this or that way! one hour here or there! Meditate! Eat this or that or vice versa!

Okay! I am a party pooper but! That’s just too much for this lovely thing that I am! Why should I need such rigorous life style when I have a Father gifting me far better & easier ways to achieve permanent & perfect eternal peace, joy resting underneath His everlasting arms?

No. I do not sport a happy radiant beautiful face with perfect teeth glaring a healthy smile. Hum! Do I envy the ones portraying such face? Nay! Been there, done that! Now I am back! What now does my face portray? Take a look. 

Hum! On the way to the photographer for my passport picture, Ahmad harassed me. Don’t even remember his problem. By the time we arrived at the photographer I was none too cheerful. Fortunately, my hair was not sticking out like a mad professor but! My smile to brighten up my eyes? Not present at all! The photographer much too busy to get a nice smile out of me. I managed to smirk.

Got my pictures and! Resignation. What else? Truth? My face portrays my feelings at any given moment. Am I concerned about my looks? Nay! But Wesam? The minute I am in her presence, she gets a hold of my hair. She strips my unique attire. She invests me with whatever is nice and handy and, there! she presents her master piece! Ah! Beautiful! You are not fat after all! Come the remarks to delight my precious Wesam! Hahaha! HalleluYah!

Well, what all of that got to do with the Deep Sadness; a sadness too deep to describe? The deep sadness I am sensing in my heart? Much in every way. Behold! The power of love from on high. It’s not really a matter of looking ‘happy’ and elated and living the life of ease & comfort on these earthly grounds. Nay!

It’s all a matter of knowing where one’s help comes from. It’s all a matter of knowing one’s source. It’s all a matter of honoring that source! Well, isn’t that what a great number of ‘happy’ faces are all about? Yes! Only one huge problem. This great number of ‘happy’ faces attribute the honor to their own selves. “I have discovered my true self!” “I love myself!” Is their claim.

Wow! The challenge of the beginning! Remember? “You shall not surely die, for God knows that in the day you eat of it your eyes will be opened, and you will be like God, knowing the difference between good and evil and blessing and calamity.”

There you have the cause of my sadness. The sadness of the Spirit of our Father/Creator within me. We have become like ‘God’! We know better! What do we need a ‘God’ that has threatened us with death shall we not abide by His command?

What spit on the face of any earthly father but! Behold! The power of love from on high! Such a love sustains and keeps me joyfully & gratefully enjoying the Presence of my Father! Whether there is abundance or lack of human presence; whether there is abundance or lack of things; whether there is gloom or glee His Loving Presence sustains me!

Yes, I sense in my heart a deep sadness. A sadness too deep to describe. I am sensing Your sadness, O my Father—O Father of mine? Why not? Am I not Your child? Do not I sense what You feel. Have You not invested Your wisdom on this child of Yours? Behold! The power of Your love from on high.

There is hope. There is always hope. The power of love from on high is descending upon us all! Despite our happy or unhappy faces of worldly success or otherwise, the power of love from on high is the glue joining us together. Judgement. Conviction. Repentance. Restoration is already taking place. Hahaha! HalleluYah!

Wednesday, January 4, 2017 at 6:58 am

The gist of the matter. The paradigm of life. We want control! Unfortunately? We are controlled! Secret solution? Give the control of my being and my life to the Loving Father/Creator of our beings. Boo-ya! Need for control? Vanished!

Wednesday, January 4, 2017 at 10:40 am

I have received 1000 likes in one blog. Am I excited? Well, not exactly. I am sober. Content. Experiencing the peace that surpasses all human understanding. I wait for what I have already tasted in the Presence of my Father—the blissful things to come as promised to those who submit to His loving control. Those things have never entered in the mind of the human being.

Even though, now I groan inwardly because I still have to suffer the bouts of my carnal nature, but! In hope I wait with patience and composure. For what? For the redemption of our bodies from sensuality and the grave, which will reveal our adoption our manifestation as the Father/Creator’s sons.

True, this is something beyond the scope of many. Many great thinkers and leaders in this world do not believe this future should be look upon coming from a Father/Creator. Instead they believe and teach others to believe in a new earth created by our awakening to believe in our what they call ‘true self’. At first sight this seems to be quite a reasonable concept. Thus, we have the multitude of ‘happy faces’ glaring their bright smiles all over the available means.

We are the prodigal sons & daughters of our Father/Creator. We have taken our inheritance and gone out there away from the Father’s home. Sooner or later our inheritance dissipates. It is then when we come to our senses and make the way back home. Behold! Our Loving Father/Creator! His arms opened welcome us home where we belong!

All sadness & grieving ends. The festivities begin. The ‘happy faces’ shall sport even a brighter smile than the one they sport now! What a blissful ending of the suffering of mankind. Only by the power of love from on high. It never fails. It always avails.

His love in my heart for all, thiaBasilia.


  1. thiaBasilia
    10 Jan 2017

    O Dan, Dan! What a great surprise. How’s my body guard Silvia? I so miss you. I so wish you could take spin my way. I am now in Amman, Jordan. Jordan is not in the war. I m perfectly safe. Still under the protection from Father. Father has gifted a son and family over here. I live in a beautiful roof apartment of my dreams. Father is good! Keep in touch. Much love, thiaBasilia 🙂

  2. Danwell Phiri
    10 Jan 2017

    Hi My beautiful friend Thia,
    Iam delighted to see that you are continuing to do what you believe is right. May my God give you rest of the spirit and heart. Lots of love

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