Complete. No Longer Need For Likes Or Dislikes. No Longer Need For Approval Or Otherwise. No Longer Need To Control….

The gist of the matter. The paradigm of life. We want control! Unfortunately? We are controlled! Secret solution? Give the control of my being and my life to the Loving Father/Creator of our beings. Boo-ya! Need for control? Vanished!

Journal—An ongoing dialog between thia/Basilia and Master Yahuwah/Yahushua. …

Monday, January 2, 2017 at 10:23 am

I am re-arranging all things in my apartment. The moisture of winter in these buildings is really annoying but, I thank You my Father. You are giving me the incentive to work. Incentive to resolve the situations instead of lamenting about them. Closing the computer to be safe.

Monday, January 2, 2017 at 3:39 pm

Well, I am not quite finish but, I need a break. One thing I am glad, it’s my third day of fasting. I feel good, not hungry or missing food at all. Continue to muse and reflect about all the goings in my world. Observing my world near and afar. Seeing all events that once were so important to me. Now? All tinsel have ceased to amuse me.

Monday, January 2, 2017 at 12:00 am

Wow! Exactly the end of this second day of 2017. About four hours ago I receive the news of my brother Juan’s death. Since then much transpired. I spoke to Denise. We shared amazing discoveries about ourselves, but! I will record whatever I need to record about it all. For the moment I am going back to bed. Hope You give Your beloved sleep.

Tuesday, January 3, 2017 at 5:29 am

Wow! Every single morning new mercies I see! Father, O my Father—O Father of mine? I continue musing not imagining anything. Today is the third day of following Your lead to detox not only my body but also my mind. I am musing not imagining things anymore. Deep in thought about the way You are leading me in this new beginning. New beginning in this life in Your Presence that already began many years ago.

Tuesday, January 3, 2017 at 7:37 am

Well, is the third day of the month. Pay day! Am I expecting Ahmad to come see what I need? Nay! Not anymore. The best part about my expectations? They are there no more by the power of Your love from on high! Thanks my Father, O my Father—O Father of mine? For You alone have the power to transform us into Your likeness.

So, what is it that I am musing about? O my Father—O Father of mine, You know it. I am musing about Your ways. About the way You have been leading me for the last 31 years since that memorable day June 20, 1985. Oh? Perhaps You have been leading me all the days of my life. For You knew and loved me even before my birth. For You have a definite purpose for such a life of mine.

Indeed! My new beginning. A new life begins shinning like star from the power of Your love from on high!

Do I owe such privilege to the many encouraging suggestions I took to my heart many years ago? Nay! Why not? Because I was seeking for such a privilege with the power of my mind. I read many books and articles. I listened to many inspired speakers. I searched to the depth of hell and back. Such privilege remained elusive!

Behold! The power of Your love drenched my being! Your love found me. I came to my senses. Like the prodigal son, I came home to You. My search ended! No need to search. Why search for what is already mine?

Now I read the same things that once magnetized my mind and, like magic, I detect what is the magnetism in such books. I read. Wow! How hard I tried to put to practice such suggestions? Hum! The harder I tried, the greater my frustration at the impossibility to attain the desires results!

The truth? We read the testimonials of success & glee to prove the efficacy of such suggestions. Magnetism! Immediately we embark to attain such coveted results to no avail.

Many, multitudes are in the same situation of life liken to my past life. It is only the minority that proclaim such amazing results. It works! Why the testimonials? To entice the reader to follow suit. Let’s read the suggestions from Rick Hanson. Some many are out there with pretty much the same suggestions. Quote,

Rarely do we realize how our negativity bias hijacks our brain and affects our outlook on life and our well being.

Seven ways your brain is hijacked:

• A good day has no lasting effect on the following day—a bad day carries over.
• We process negative data faster and more thoroughly than positive data, and they affect us longer.
• Socially, we invest more in avoiding a bad reputation than in building a good one.
• Emotionally, we go to greater lengths to avoid a bad mood than to experience a good one.
• In our era of political correctness, negative remarks stand out and seem more authentic.
• People – even babies as young as six months old – are quick to spot an angry face in a crowd, but slower to pick out a happy one; in fact, no matter how many smiles we see in that crowd, we will always spot the angry face first.
• Two thirds of English words convey the negative side of things. In the vocabulary we use to describe people, this figure rises to a staggering 74%.

Now if these research nuggets were not enough to get our attention, here is one that I am sure will shock you—you may even reject it (Yes, that persistent negativity bias.)

We are likely to give more credence and more weight to negative claims about positions or candidates that we oppose than we are to positive claims about them.

Bottom line our brains are very good at learning from bad experiences but very bad at learning from good ones. So, if our brains are built with greater sensitivity to negative news, experiences and feedback at the earliest stage of processing what can we do?

Strategies to combat negativity bias and raise impact: 

• Rethink your sources and exposure to news.
• Schedule and manage social media time. Set specific and defined times to engage with social media. By adjusting the settings you can shut off streams of information and content that don’t support growth in your most important roles and goals.
• Build focus timeinto your schedule to fully concentrate your time and attention on completing projects and building relationships that lend themselves to raising your personal and professional impact.
• Be mindful of any tendency toward putting on rose-colored glasses or ignoring real and vital information and input. Develop an attitude of critical and informed thinking.
• Hard-wire your positive experiences.Our brain is wired with short-term memory buffers. As a result, it takes 10 to 20 seconds for a positive experience to be transferred to our long-term memory. Identify a positive experience, close your eyes and reimagine it for up to a minute.

You were created for impact—uniquely positioned to positively impact the people we love and lead. The race for impact will never be easy—life doesn’t work that way. Delivering impact requires intentionality and diligence in order to break through the resistance. We don’t have to worry or concern ourselves with being aware of danger and risk—our brain’s default setting guarantees it.

“Staying with a negative experience past the point that’s useful is like running laps in Hell: You dig the track a little deeper in your brain each time you go around it.”

—Rick Hanson, Hardwiring Happiness

Tuesday, January 3, 2017 at 1:03 pm

Been working on posts. Still musing. Still rejecting my imaginations. Deep in thought while I work, I muse. All those strategies to combat negativity bias and raise impact? All, I practice now by the power of love from high. Spontaneously, all those strategies to combat negativity bias and raise impact have been done. Spontaneously. No need for me to:

• Schedule and manage social media time. ….

My times are in my Father/Creator’s hands. Does that mean I live disorganized & haphazardly? Nay! My Creator knows far better than myself how to manage my time not only in social media but also the time of my life.

• Build focus time into your schedule to fully concentrate your time and attention on completing projects and building relationships that lend themselves to raising your personal and professional impact.

Uuuh! I have wasted half of my life in such endeavour to no avail. Now? My focus is set permanently & forever on my Father/Creator. I am sure of it by the power of love from on high.

• Be mindful of any tendency toward putting on rose-colored glasses or ignoring real and vital information and input. Develop an attitude of critical and informed thinking.

Bless my heart! This suggestion alone have caused me the most painful repercussion of them all.

• Hard-wire your positive experiences.Our brain is wired with short-term memory buffers. As a result, it takes 10 to 20 seconds for a positive experience to be transferred to our long-term memory. Identify a positive experience, close your eyes and reimage it for up to a minute.

Wow! I don’t think any human being can imagine the extent of my positive affirmations. The results? Nil! Zero!

So, these suggestions did not work for me. The truth is, these suggestions only work if you willingly submit to them. Something I just could not do. Why? Beats me! Indeed! At the time and for a long time I thought myself as hopeless. Those were the times when I would sink to the bottom of depression.

Tuesday, January 3, 2017 at 3:09 pm

Ha! The honest truth about such suggestions. Indeed! Those were the times when I would despair of life. Those were the times when I would think myself worthless & sink to the bottom of corruption. Anger, resentment, envy, suicide came into play big time! Could that be the case for the majority of failures and despairs among human beings?

What a difference it is today! Behold the power of love from on high! Negativity bias? What is that? How could I be negative about such power engulfing my being? Even the mention of such sordid past is as foreign to me as I if talking about a strange character in a fictional novel.

In conclusion, what is the missing link in all strategies, systems, gold settings, positive thinking, self-improvement et all? The missing link? Behold! The Almighty Father/Creator of our beings as well as the Universe and all there in!

Nevertheless, to the chagrin of so many wise man, philosophers, scribes, scholars, investigators, logicians, debaters of this present time and age, the missing link is now a reality for many not yet revealed. The Almighty Loving Father/Creator is still on His throne. His wisdom is unfathomable. His love has no limits. By the power of His love He is in control no matter what the human mind is unable to conceive.

This time? He will succeed in the restoration of us all. I do not understand much of how or when all of this will come to pass, but! I know, this time all will know He is Almighty Yahuwah the ever existent One Creator of heaven and earth and all in between.

Me? Not by my own efforts but! By the power of His love He is my Portion. I revere and worship Him, knowing that He is. By His power invested on me I keep His commandments. For He has demonstrated to me this is the whole of man—the full, original purpose of his creation, the object of the Almighty Loving Father/Creator‘s providence, the root of character, the foundation of all happiness, the adjustment to all inharmonious circumstances and conditions under the sun and, the whole duty for every man.

In the depth of my being those words are my reality. In awe of my Father I humbly submit my being to His loving control and worship Him with all my might, spirit soul & body. In Him I am complete despite even of my own carnal nature. Complete. No Longer Need For Likes Or Dislikes. No Longer Need For Approval Or Otherwise. No Longer Need To Control….

Preview of next post, I Sense In My Heart A Deep Sadness. A Sadness Too Deep To Describe. I Am Sensing Your Sadness. Why Not?

We read the testimonials of success & glee to prove the efficacy of positive thinking. Magnetism! Immediately we embark to attain such coveted results, but! The sound testimonials attesting ‘Repentance’ to be the only way to attain permanent and eternal joy? Ha! “Don’t talk to me like that!” “I don’t want to hear it!”. …Sad…Regardless! Behold, the power of love from on high!

His love in my heart for all, thiaBasilia.