Journal—An ongoing dialog between thia/Basilia and Master Yahuwah/Yahushua. …
Saturday, December 17, 2016 at 6:45 pm
O my Father—O Father of mine? How? Where are You leading me? Been sleeping off the whole afternoon. Rightfully so for it is the 7th Day of Rest. This day signifies to me more than just a ritualistic day to keep once a week. To me it means a reminder to rest on You on the 24/7 basis. There is so much going now that I can hardly grasp one smidgen of it all! So, is only fitting for You to put me to sleep. Thanks, my Father.
On waking up, I had the vague notion of continuing my reading on the book, A New Earth but, in checking my emails, I clicked the link for free books on the blog,
Wow! I have not checked that link in a coon’s age. Surprise! The page is updated. I clicked on, Profound Questions. Ha! It looks like what I been reading in the few pages of the book A New Earth.
This is totally amazing how You are wrapping up all things to work together for our good! Now what? Guess I call Pat instead of pinching myself to see if I am awake or sleeping!
Saturday, December 17, 2016 at 8:46 pm
Well, I am awake for sure. More than physically awake. I am awakened. What? Yes, I am awakened by the power of love from on high. I know, O my Father—O Father of mine? I know You have a reason for me reading A New Earth. I also know You will not let me fall into the trap of my vile & wicked nature. For I know You will use this reading only to confirm the work You have been doing within me.
It is not for me to make and propagate my own conclusions on this reading. It is not for me to settle into propagating anything outside of Your will for me to propagate. I wait on You as I continue to read the book.
Sunday, December 18, 2016 at 2:52 am
It seems this hour to be especial in my life. Most of the time I am awake. It is at this hour when You sharpen my perceptions of Your doings. Perhaps this hour is connected with the hour of my natural birth. Back to the book A New Earth to gain a clearer understanding of Your work within my being.
The hour is advancing. It’s now 4:12 am. I sense to record an observation about the ancient figures of wisdom. Dali Rama & Budha are mentioned as protagonists of the Truth to set us free from our egoic nature but! I have yet heard either Dali Rama or Budha or other protagonist of any religion claim to be ‘God’ themselves as Yahushua, emphatically proclaimed to be!
Yes, people made ‘gods’ out of them for what I am and have read so far. Of course, I am not a scholar. I have not studied such matters but, in my interchange with people adherents to the different religions, I observe the worship of these men as representatives of ‘God’ not as ‘God’ Himself. Thus, they crucified Yahushua for claiming such a thing.
Now, all written words have been altered. It is no longer a secret how the scribes under the dominion of ambitious kings looking to use those words for their own gain altered them. Due to that fact is the colossal confusion about the most precious books encompassed in the Scriptures.
Furthermore, it is impossible for the human mind to grasp the meaning of the Scriptures but, there are multitudes of scholars & regular human beings claiming such a privilege. Just an observation.
Sunday, December 18, 2016 at 9:57 am
O my Father—O Father of mine? You have brought me this far. You promised to keep me in Your Presence. You have promised never to let me go back under the control of my carnal nature. You have proclaimed Your good plans for me and all of my concerned. I cannot nor do I want to try to stop my mind from churning all kinds of doubts to shake my trust & dependence in You.
I can’t do it but! No need for me to do anything to make those thoughts stop. No need for me to expect anyone to solve my problems. No need to condemn anyone for not doing according to my demands! I have the power to cast all the thoughts & feelings churning in my mind & heart under Your feet.
Sunday, December 18, 2016 at 12:29 pm
O my Father—O Father of mine? I have run into a snare. Am I deluded when I confess to live in Your Presence on the 24/7 basis? Am I deluded as I consider my life in Your Presence? What is meant by the following statement?
You live with a mental image of yourself, a conceptual self that you have a relationship with. Life itself becomes conceptualized and separated from who you are when you speak of “my life.” The moment you say or think “my life” and believe in what you are saying (rather than it just being a linguistic convention), you have entered the realm of delusion. If there is such a thing as “my life,” it follows that I and life are two separate things, and so I can also lose my life, my imaginary treasured possession. Death becomes a seeming reality and a threat. Words and concepts split life into separate segments that have no reality in themselves. We could even say that the notion “my life” is the original delusion of separateness, the source of ego. If I and life are two, if I am separate from life, then I am separate from all things, all beings, all people. But how could I be separate from life? What “I” could there be apart from life, apart from Being? It is utterly impossible. So there is no such thing as “my life,” and I don’t have a life. I am life. I and life are one. It cannot be otherwise. So how could I lose my life? How can I lose something that I don’t have in the first place? How can I lose something that I Am? It is impossible. (Tolle, Eckhart. A New Earth)
For goodness sake! It’s my life not your life because I have and I now live it, not you. Just as simple as that. I know nothing about philosophical rhetoric. In fact, I know nothing as I used to think I knew. I gave up all knowledge stored in my dysfunctional mind a long time ago by the power of love from on high. It is well written, “Don’t believe everything you read.” I am going to sleep. 4:17 pm
Sunday, December 18, 2016 at 8:38 pm
O my Father—O Father of mine? For a brief moment, I felt forsaken. Reading the account the world could have of my relationship with You as a mere concept is just more than I can bear but! Again, You put me to sleep. For three hours I slept. I woke up. The words written in Psalms 43:1-5 and in Psalms 27:4-14 resonated within my being.
Psalms 43:1-5
JUDGE and vindicate me, O Mighty Yahuwah; plead and defend my cause against an ungodly nation. O deliver me from the deceitful and unjust man! For You are the Mighty Yahuwah of my strength—my Stronghold in Whom I take refuge; why have You cast me off? Why go I mourning because of the oppression of the enemy? O send out Your light and Your truth, let them lead me; let them bring me to Your holy hill and to Your dwelling. Then will I go to the altar of Mighty Yahuwah, to Mighty Yahuwah, my exceeding joy; yes, with the lyre will I praise You, O Mighty Yahuwah, my Mighty Yahuwah! (5) Why are you cast down, O my inner self? And why should you moan over me and be disquieted within me? Hope in Mighty Yahuwah and wait expectantly for Him, for I shall yet praise Him, Who is the help of my [sad] countenance, and my Mighty Yahuwah.
Psalms 27:4-14
One thing have I asked of the Master, that will I seek, inquire for, and insistently require: that I may dwell in the house of the Master, in His Presence all the days of my life, to behold and gaze upon the beauty, the sweet attractiveness and the delightful loveliness of the Master and to meditate, consider, and inquire in His temple.
For in the day of trouble He will hide me in His shelter; in the secret place of His tent will He hide me; He will set me high upon a rock. And now shall my head be lifted up above my enemies round about me; in His tent I will offer sacrifices and shouting of joy; I will sing, yes, I will sing praises to the Master.
Hear, O Master, when I cry aloud; have mercy and be gracious to me and answer me! You have said, Seek My face, inquire for and require My Presence as your vital need. My heart says to You, Your face, Your presence, Master, will I seek, inquire for, and require of necessity and on the authority of Your Word. Hide not Your face from me; turn not Your servant away in anger, You Who have been my help! Cast me not off, neither forsake me, O Almighty of my deliverance!
Although my father and my mother have forsaken me, yet the Master will take me up, adopt me as His child. Teach me Your way, O Master, and lead me in a plain and even path because of my enemies, those who lie in wait for me. Give me not up to the will of my adversaries, for false witnesses have risen up against me; they breathe out cruelty and violence. What, what would have become of me had I not believed that I would see the Master’s goodness in the land of the living!
Wait and hope for and expect the Master; be brave and of good courage and let your heart be stout and enduring. Yes, wait for and hope for and expect the Master.
Hahaha! HalleluYah! What Now? Let’s See…Ha! They Say The Devil Is Non-Existent? But, after reading into A New Earth, what now do I say? Indeed! “They” have been bamboozled! The devil does exist. Not only the devil exists but he exists with a set mind to destroy us. The devil uses many instruments to bamboozle us—to make us believe he does not exist.
Many could be offended because of what it has come to me; no matter the Truth must be proclaimed by the power of love from on high:
A New Earth is one of the sharpest instruments in the hands of the devil to cut the children from the Father/Creator of them. So subtle. So convincing. So sharp! It nearly cut this yours truly for a brief moment but! Almighty Yahuwah is in control of the devil—Satan by name. Satan is the instrument in our Father’s hand to temper our characters. I don’t understand it but! I know it. I have experienced it. How do I know it? The Spirit of our Father in my heart and in your heart, tells me so.
Until the next post His love in my heart for all remains, thiaBasilia.