Why Look Around In Terror? No Need! …

Wow! “Poor Basilia”‘s life is coming to fruition. No kidding, read on…

Journal—An ongoing dialog between thia/Basilia and Master Yahuwah/Yahushua. …

Saturday, November 19, 2016 at 10:29 am
Why look around in terror when You, O my Father—O Father of mine are telling me not to do so? Why doubt Your solemn promise to help me in difficult times? Perhaps the times are not as difficult as they seem to be? O my Father—O Father of mine, help me to reason with You. Deliver me from this monologue of mine.

I see what the people is doing—struggling to make a living. Am I not doing or attempting to do the same thing? I ponder and wonder. How long am I to endure this carnal self of mine?

Saturday, November 19, 2016 at 8:56 pm
You see what goes on, O my Father—O Father of mine? Satan is coming after my belongings. He is destroying everything that can be destroyed. The few dishes I enjoy are almost all gone. Now my cherished new kettle is burnt. The electric burner failed—thanks for preventing a fire while I slept.

I know You are in control of Satan. He cannot do any more than what You allow him to do. Now, what do You require of this child of Yours? Unless You empower me to do whatever is to be done, You know that I can do nothing. Rather, I refuse to do anything not coming from You. I am willing to abide by Your will not mine.

To top it all, I am cold. The promised hitter has not yet materialized. Everything boils down to take care of me; you have to wait until tomorrow but, tomorrow never comes. I am weary of my carnal-self. In fact, I am fed up with the carnal-self in me and in others. We are concerned only with that ugly me and forget about thee! We make our own beds but we don’t want to lay on those. Yes! I am full to the brim. But You know all about it. So what’s the sense in the whole matter? What’s the use to kick against the pricks?

Sunday, November 20, 2016 at 1:58 am
Five hours of sleep. Still, I am cold, I have no more giddy up & go, I need to go back to bed and sleep some more. I wait on You no matter what happens next.

Sunday, November 20, 2016 at 4:33 am
Thanks my Father, O my Father—O Father of mine, thanks not only for the sleep in the last hours but also for the prosperity coming to us I saw in my dreams. I had come to be in a strange place. I had the urge to drink coffee but, there was none in the place. I could not see any shops or a place to get that coffee. I came out in the street. I saw a man. I asked, “Where can I get some coffee?” The man stretched his arm to point to the entrance of a market. I entered. Wow! Luscious fresh fruits & vegetables before the shelves to fetch me a jar of coffee!

In a second view, evidently, we had checked a placed for our residence. Somehow the place had either burnt or it was in ill repair. In this second view, there was a man showing us pictures of how they had rebuilt the place for us. I remember asking how many bedrooms? I heard, “Five bedrooms!” I woke up.

O my Father—O Father of mine! I am besides myself! I sense myself with the impulse to climb to the roof tops and proclaim the accuracy of all things I have written coming to pass but! You are in control of all my impulses. I must wait on You to give me the exact time to SHOUT! As I actually see the walls of man’s opposition coming down at Your feet! About the number ‘5’ it is written by Brad Scott,

The number five is generally agreed to be one of a handful of numbers similar to the church at Philadelphia. No bad things to say about it. Every source I have concerning this number associates the idea of God’s grace and life to it. The 5th word of scripture is shamayim, or heaven. There are not many bad things to say about heaven, and there is probably alot of grace and life there. The 5th day of restoration of the creation is the first appearance of life.
According to Ephesians 2:8-9, grace is a gift from YHVH. This gift is followed by eternal gratitude expressed through good works according to verse 10. Good works are defined only by the Word of God given to us from the beginning, or as Sha’ul puts it, from the foundation of the world. YHVH initiates the creative act and the objects of this act of grace respond. This is why the rest of the creation is seen going through the same process that human creation goes through. “In the beginning created God the heaven and the earth”. This was accomplished by YHVH ‘in the beginning’. Except for the soul and spirit of man and beast, so to speak, all things created in the beginning by the grace of God ‘respond’ in what we erroneously call the 6 days of creation. It was in the beginning that YHVH created heaven and earth in perfection, just as He did with man when he was created. Then in the second verse of scripture and the second recorded act, (remember the meaning of the number two?) the fall of hasatan takes place and the world is thrown into chaos and emptiness. Not so coincidently, the exact same thing happens to man in his first encounter with the evil one. But then the third recorded act (remember the meaning of the number three?) the Spirit of God moves over the face of the waters, and by an act of His own will, God restores His creation by ‘letting be’, ‘making’, ‘forming’, and ‘calling’. The creation responds to the Creator by producing fruit, shining light, and providing just the right atmosphere for God’s ultimate act to flourish. This same creation is waiting for it’s new body just as we are.

O my Father—O Father of mine? You are in control of my tongue. You are in control of my life and my whole being. There is no way, absolutely no way for me to return to the kingdom of darkness. No matter what threats or temptations Satan inflicts upon this child of Yours, You prevail in all instances of Satan’s wicked doings to this child of Yours.

The result? Power to overcome! Overcome? What, how? That is what I have been posting for quite a while now. That is the reason why I have quit everything and everybody of my acquaintance. What do I mean by quitting? I have quit depending on everything and everybody as I have been doing all of my life. I have quit attempting to do the same for the last few months. I have overcome it all by the power of love from on high.

Therefore, because I have quit, Satan is doing his best to destroy my few belongings that I so much enjoy; even threatening to set my place afire. Yesterday, after boiling some water for my drinking, I turned of the electric plate. I placed my precious new kettle on the plate to warn the water in it in the heat remaining in the plate after I turned it off.

I went to bed. I slept for better than two hours. I woke up. I headed to the bathroom. On the way, WHAT? The electric plate is red hot ready to explode! Quickly I removed my precious kettle. I disconnect the electric plate from the wall outlet. I proceeded to the bathroom in shock of the almost disaster.

I remained in shock not knowing what or why? Then anger. Then fear. Then doubt again. Then a song. “Don’t give up in the brink of a miracle! Don’t give up Yah is still on the throne! Don’t give up! Don’t give up! Don’t give up…my voice trailed to the very innards of my being.”

Ha! A knock on my door. Yahzeed. How are you? Not so good! What? Not so good Yahseed, I almost burnt this place! Precious Yahzeed is alarmed but does not show it. He tells me, “Here is food mama cooked for you, delicious!” He sets it all on the table. Then proceeds to check the electric plate. Then he warns me not to use it anymore, he will call papa and papa will take care of the situation.

Sunday, November 20, 2016 at 6:21 am
I hear Your loving voice in the cooing of that dove my Beloved Master, my Father, my King! O my Father—O Father of mine? How amazingly wonderful and loving are Your ways. Just at the right moment, that dove has not sing before. But now, why? Is it not obvious? To me, it is quite obvious. He is showing me His approval. He is showing me His delight with my response to all adversities of the moment.

He is confirming to me the veracity of all His promises. He is revealing Himself to me. He is calming and eliminating all my fears & doubts. He is preparing me to SHOUT the victory soon to materialize in this world of mine—the world inhabited by my loved ones. But also He is showing me how He is preparing the whole world inhabited by His children in a manner only known to Him. That the written words by the Prophet Jeremiah may now come to pass,

Jeremiah 3:14-16 Return, O faithless children [of the whole twelve tribes], says the Master, for I am the Almighty and Master and Husband to you, and I will take you [not as a nation, but individually]–one from a city and two from a tribal family–and I will bring you to Zion.
And I will give you [spiritual] shepherds after My own heart [in the final time], who will feed you with knowledge and understanding and judgment.
And it shall be that when you have multiplied and increased in the land in those days, says the Master, they shall no more say, The ark of the covenant of the Master. It shall not come to mind, nor shall they [seriously] remember it, nor shall they miss or visit it, nor shall it be repaired or made again [for instead of the ark, which represented the Almighty’s presence, He will show Himself to be present throughout the city].

So, here I am, ‘one from a city’—“Poor Basilia” with all her antics, the Almighty has brought me to His Mountain. Whatever for? To advance His plan of the restoration of His children. How He is doing it all? Little by little, every day He shows me His doings. Not everything that He is doing, nay, only what I need to know to go on executing His will in my life. Isn’t that neat? Hahaha! HalleluYah!
His love in my heart for all remains for now and for eternity, thiaBasilia.

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